LIVE- the sweetest feeling

回魂日/年初八

2012-01-30T22:05:00.049+08:00

今天是婆婆的回魂日。
上完香了，就要各自回房。
妈说，婆婆回魂不能待在楼下，所以大家都上来啦。
上来之前，都把一些零食啊，汽水什么的，拿到楼上来吃喝。
很搞笑啦，好像开party似的。 LOL
妹妹和哥哥说今晚要挤在我的房里睡。有炸到...哈哈
不晓得婆婆真的有回来吗?
拜拜的时候我跟婆婆说好了回来的时候, 请给我们暗示, 弄出什么声音好让我们知道。
婆婆，我们好想你。有时候回到家时，总是会差点脱口而出地说：婆婆我回来了！
以后没有婆婆可以叫了。很难想象，一切真的好像是梦。

Mess thought on CNY day 2

2012-01-24T10:56:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY guys! Morning!
I just showered, and have whole body scrubed, feel so refresh in this morning although my tummy got a little not well.

By the way, I am really headache by seeing my wardrobe and computer. They are really in a mess! (~.~)"
Have been ages I told myself to clean them up, argh! I am just too heavy hearted to throw or recycle them. I will think that I might need it or wear it in future although some of the clothes in my wardrobe I dont wear, I cant wear already or maybe in future I will be able to have chance to wear it again. Syok sendiri! Lie to ownself! Lol! XD

There's lion dance at opposite neighbour's house and firecracker, hope grandma can see it and hears it too.... How nice if she is here with us too.

大年初一

2012-01-23T15:52:00.001+08:00

根据华人传统习俗，我们今年不能庆祝新年，简单来说，一年内我们都不能大势庆祝任何节日，也只能点清香。

今天是大年初一，我们也是照旧在家里喝早茶吃斋。只是多了份清静，少了红包，也没有往常的向爸爸妈妈和婆婆的拜年习俗。今年我们都不会外出拜年。日子还是一样要过....

我真的很想念那些日子...
哈哈，不要说那些了...

在这里还是想要祝大家龙年行大运！

年饭

2012-01-23T03:55:00.001+08:00

少了婆婆的第一顿团圆饭，少了份热闹，妈咪还是为我们煮上一桌的菜，既简约也很有纪念价值。

婆婆，新年快乐

Life goes on

2012-01-22T12:22:00.001+08:00

2009年5月2日，王力宏来马开唱。这天爸爸告诉我们婆婆生病了，是耳癌。

医生说，婆婆的寿命仅剩6个月，晴天霹雳。

但人间还是有奇迹的，再加上个人意志，婆婆抗病接近3年。期间种种症状使婆婆饱受痛苦，十分煎熬。

小时候, 家境没有很好,父母必须要上班，都由婆婆公公照料我们，跟婆婆感情较为亲近。
上学时，特别喜爱「我的家庭」作文题目--我的家有婆婆、公公、爸爸、妈妈、哥哥、妹妹和我。我很自豪。

然而地球绕太阳公转，这条链也逐渐缩短。
十年前少了公公，如今婆婆也走了。

2012年1月19日，那天早上的画面依然历历在目。我紧握婆婆暖暖的手也渐渐无力渐渐变凉,叫喊着婆婆，她始终没有醒过来。

Sick!

2011-11-24T00:32:00.001+08:00

I'm down with heavy flu and cough.
Why am I sick after I start my diet plan? :(

Good morning~

2011-11-14T11:39:00.000+08:00

Good morning peoples!! XD

I am feeling so good of waking up early in the morning. LOL.
Am getting so fat recently(like real fat!:( ) as I am unemployed and life is so good with just makan makan makan and eat eat eat! XD
Even my mom start complaining. okay. My mom usually won't complaint and this time she is like seriously no eye see. :'|

SO I AM DECIDED TO HAVE DIET NOW!

okay. that's all for now. will update later on.

from the fat ass. =(
have a great day peeps.

Happy Birthday!

2011-11-09T03:49:00.001+08:00

Not long ago, we celebrated my brother's birthday and few days back we celebrated my birthday. Time really passed so fast. I am now 23 years old. Can you believe?! LOL. And then 52 more days later is soon gonna be 2012, and I'm going to be 24. I don't feel like counting my age anymore. I am seriously kinda afraid of getting old.

However, Happy Belated Birthday to myself!
Seize every moment! ;)

Guess what I found!

2011-10-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

Look! Us while just starting entering the industry!
The juniors, at the same company, at the same department, at the same time!

I am glad we are still together today after we went through so much *touched* :(
Thanks babe!

I promise you never gonna walk alone on your path, we gonna hold on our hands together no matter what!

Some Expired Events - MITF 2011

2011-10-27T01:50:00.001+08:00

Toy Fair 2011 @ Mid Valley Convention Center
let's the pictures to do the talk.
because I cant remember well about the fair.
basically nothing much at the fair. LOL.
I brought my sister there since she wanna go.

the sister with black lipstick and cat ears. XD

had snowflake while waiting for sis. I really love to eat!

Some Expired Events - Malacca Day Trip

2011-10-27T01:48:00.002+08:00

Malacca 2011
a one day trip to Malacca with the musketeers before the holidays end~
LOL. we didn really visit to anywhere and not much pictures we had from the trip.

LOOK at my SQUARE FACE! =(


cheerssss~

Some Expired Events - BBQ night

2011-10-27T01:19:00.025+08:00

I am feeling so guilty as I didn't really update my blog frequently.
Seeing those photos that stay put as where they were for so long with ignorance of their master(ME!), I am DOUBLE guilty now. :(

I will just upload the photos that really from ages ago to my facebook, then I will try to update what I've miss out recently.

BBQ night on National Day aka Hari Raya on 31082011
I am so gaining so fat that time because living relaxing days during Singapore trip.
T.T although I am fat all this while..

the raw food~

MOMO and I

the table

you are just so charming when you smile! <3

the brother and the gf

ruby and I

the heart melted baby and I

Check out my huge eyebags! LOL. and my lips after ate those HOT stuff!

王力宏歌舞串烧～

2011-10-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

❤❤❤

The Priceless Reaction ;)

2011-10-19T01:31:00.000+08:00

Was browsing facebook and passby this video shared by friend.
OMG, she's too cute to resist. We should learn to appreciate like her! I think she's a good girl! =)

I am so gonna to surprise my kid and video it in future! XD LOL

爱情久了..

2011-10-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

最近常在FB或一些网站看到的短文。

话说两个人一起久了，女的会越来越爱男的，男的越来越随便。男的会说女老是胡思乱想，女的就说男已经变了不像以前那么宠她…其实大家都没变，只是时间变了，因为彼此关系变亲密了，习惯对方，所以不会再像热恋那样，女的会胡想，无论如何请不要对爱情偷懒，否则只有平淡.然后矛盾争吵再到分手。

你们有曾经有过这样的爱情吗？

Dramatics, then back to normal again.

2011-10-04T03:43:00.001+08:00

Oh no, its not our drama. No worries. But dramas really happened.

One fine day, and then everything happened just so sudden, too quick to catch.
Although things look fine on the next day, but I guess that just to cover the hard feeling in everyone's heart.
2 bottles of Black Label down, and we realize alcohol kills.
Drink less, drink smart. and love u babe!

Goodnight baby

2011-10-01T00:19:00.001+08:00

Online store is half hanging, because I am still undergo 2 series of children book design, that should be my first priority in my to be done list and a web store for my dad's publisher. Argh...

I am feeling not well today. So I decided to sleep early than everyone else tonight. Guess the lover is now on the way to airport already and yet he is still dont know about his surprise secret gift. Haha. I am happy for you!!

Goodnight everyone and goodnight babe! :)

Facial Treatment at Pris Beauty

2011-09-28T17:45:00.007+08:00

Months ago I bought a discounted beauty voucher from ilovediscounts for RM39. The voucher included a BABOR Oxygen Facial which includes a 3 Layer Treatment Mask + Eye Treatment + Neck Treatment + Eyebrow Shaping + De-stressing Massage for your Head to Shoulders + Upper Back Massage + Foot Spa at Pris Beauty at Bandar Baru Sri Petaling. For those who alway went to the pasar malam at Sri Petaling every tuesday, Pris Beauty is just located at the new shop lot, right upstairs of Tutti Fruiti.

Pictures grabbed from Google Search.

Its actually a 3 hours long luxury facial treatments. They are using BABOR products, a top German skincare brand, which containing exclusive, plant-based active ingredients to rejuvenate and nourish your skin. Not to forget that the beauticians there are experienced, pretty, nice and willing to answer and explain to every of your skin problem. They are really providing a very good service.

I actually changed my upper back massage to ear candle treatment which can help to improve general health and well-being. The ambience there is just so great with nice music and dimmed light. I wanted to take pictures but I brought a camera without memory card to that place. =.= Great experience and I signed up a course for RM699 for the same facial treatment for 5 times which include the masks, eye and neck treatment, foot spa and eyebrow plus 5 ampoules that cost RM300.

OH MY... I can't wait for my next facial treatment~

OSUMOTCHI

2011-09-28T16:31:00.003+08:00

Was cleaning up my room last month after I back from Singapore.
I bought in new furnitures and a big whole mirror and of course its all in white color. *love*
Am very satisfied with my room now, because its now more tidy and neat and clean with more space. HAHA.
My sister and brother are very jealous about that. LOL. Not to forget the lover that help out a lotttt! *kiss*

We found my Tamagotchi which I bought few yrs back during the cleaning, and the lover decided to make them alive again. I had a Tamagotchi Familitchi, Tamagotchi Connection V3 & V2, and another OLD SCHOOL digital pet. Awww, what a memories~

and then one day, after I fed my Tamagotchi Familitchi, the characters all changed to OSUMOTCHI from Hatugatchi, Watatchi and Lovezukintchi and become the large family. SWT =.=!

Cute isnt it! they are so fattt!

and it felt so frustrated of being fat, keep on weighing itself. LOL

and then the family need attention!

Then I google search about it and realize that I fed that too much and they were overweight, that's why they become osumotchi. The solution to changed them back to normal. So I got the cheat code to have the item.

This is the video I took to show how they back to normal. hahaha.

Friends

2011-08-14T22:40:00.001+08:00

Holidays

2011-08-02T04:35:00.002+08:00

Some say I'm jobless; I say I'm in holidays, and I want to use my holidays to explore more instead of just sitting in the office, facing the computer all day.
Only I myself understand and know how's my conditions, situation and my needs.
As a girl, although I don't mind to suffer but I'm still a girl at the end.
And, I just want to be simple as that.

Its gonna be an awesome August

2011-08-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

If you woke up breathing, congratulations! You have another chance. ~Andrea Boydston

跟自己过不去

2011-06-28T16:20:00.000+08:00

为什么要跟自己过不去？
是我要求太多，自私还是对种种不满？

我很想知道，为什么我会有这种感觉？
是我不懂得处理自己的情绪吗？

这一切的过不去，都要归功于自己，还是自己。

Call me Busy Bee

2011-06-08T09:49:00.002+08:00

I intended to update my post, but do you know what, all my post are save in draft now.
Everytime I wish to post up an entry, then jobs come in. :(

However, just a quick update, due to kevin's resignation, I am now left alone to do all the shitty jobs here. Somehow I felt regret not listening to him previously, but whatever, I can do no shit now. All I have to do is just face it and continue working til my last day. =.=!

Alright, I got to go back to my position right now. Few jobs are PENDING right now~ I'm so gonna FAINT! :(
Anyway, had a great morning everyone! ^,^

Post will ended with this inspiring sentence.

"People grow a lot when they are faced with their own mortality. I learnt never to underestimate someone's capacity for growth."

Original article from http://www.inspirationandchai.com/Regrets-of-the-Dying.html

what really matter

2011-05-20T01:16:00.000+08:00

I am thinking whether should I start my post with Hello, as I didn't really update my blog frequently for the past 6-12months, most prolly peoples have already forgotten this blog, include my boyfriend.

Hello anyway, to my dear blog, and to persons that maybe still pay a little bit of notice on my blog. :)
Terima kasih.

I remembered that my previous post mentioned about my life after start working, and today, I want to shout out that my working life that's going to end for a while. Yea, I tender like few weeks ago, my last day will be on July 20th.I guess now its time to get things that undone to done. But before that, I would like to go for a lil vacation first! HAHA! I deserve that! I had like sleepless or restless days for the past 1-2 years. No doubt, my complexion getting worst, my health need not to mentioned, its just BAD! T_T

I really need a lot more quality times for myself. Its not that I can't accept working late hours, but please la, not everyday every night! My life isn't dedicated to working alright! Yes, I understand that being a newbie in the industry, I have to work hard, and from low. Tell you what, things changed. You work hard, no one will really appreciate and they will think that this is what you supposed to do. Whatsoever, what's matter to me now is Enjoy my life.

YES! XD

2010-11-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

For those of us who were wondering if we were getting Alzheimer's , this was actually fun. I've tested and my brain still works after all of these years and it's pretty well because I finished it in less than 10 seconds. So how about you? Wanna try it out , wanna know your brain's speed? Carry out the following test.

A Short Neurological Test

1. Find the C below , please do not use any cursor help.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2. If you already found the C , now find the 6 below.

99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999
99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999
99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999
69999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999
99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999
99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999

3. Now find the N below , this one is a little bit difficult.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMNMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

This is not a a joke. If you are able to pass through these three tests in a short time , you can cancel your annual visit to neurologist. Your brain is great and you are far away from Alzheimer. Congratulations.

eonvrye that can raed this rsaie your hnad.

To my 'selected' strange-minded friends:

If you can read the following paragraph, forward it on to your friends and the person that sent it to you with 'yes' in the subject line.

Only great minds can read this
This is weird, but interesting!
If you can raed this, you have a sgtrane mnid too

Can you raed this? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.

I cdnuolt blveiee that I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd what I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in what oerdr the ltteres in a word are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is that the frsit and last ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can still raed it whotuit a pboerlm. This is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the word as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! If you can raed this reopst it

REPOST ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT
Repost it & put 'YES' in the Post Title

美國老師如何跟學生講《灰姑娘》故事

2010-10-27T17:48:00.001+08:00

上課鈴響了，孩子們跑進教室，這節課老師要講的是«灰姑娘»的故事。

老師先請一個孩子上臺給同學講一講這個故事。
孩子很快講完了，老師對他表示了感謝，然後開始向全班提問。

老師：你們喜歡故事中的哪一個？不喜歡哪一個？為什麼？

學生：喜歡辛黛瑞拉（灰姑娘），還有王子，不喜歡她的後媽和後媽帶來的姐姐。辛黛瑞拉善良、可愛、漂亮；後媽和姐姐對辛黛瑞拉不好。

老師：如果在午夜12點的時候，辛黛瑞拉沒有來得及跳上她的南瓜馬車，你們想一想，可能會出現什麼情況？

學生：辛黛瑞拉會變成原來髒髒的樣子，穿著破舊的衣服。哎呀，那就慘啦。

老師：所以，你們一定要做一個守時的人，不然就可能給自己帶來麻煩。
另外，你們看，你們每個人平時都打扮的漂漂亮亮的，千萬不要突然邋遢的出現在別人面前，不然你們的朋友要嚇著了。

女孩子們，你們更要注意，將來你們長大和男孩子約會，要是你不注意，被你的男朋友看到你很難看的樣子，他們可能就嚇昏了（老師做昏倒狀，全班大笑）。

好，下一個問題：如果你是辛黛瑞拉的後媽，你會不會阻止辛黛瑞拉去參加王子的舞會？你們一定要誠實喲！

學生：（過了一會兒，有孩子舉手回答）是的，如果我辛黛瑞拉的後媽，我也會阻止她去參加王子的舞會。

老師：為什麼？

學生：因為，因為我愛自己的女兒，我希望自己的女兒當上王后。

老師：是的，所以，我們看到的後媽好像都是不好的人，她們只是對別人不夠好，可是她們對自己的孩子卻很好，你們明白了嗎？她們不是壞人，只是她們還不能夠像愛自己的孩子一樣去愛其他的孩子。

孩子們，下一個問題：辛黛瑞拉的後媽不讓她去參加王子的舞會，甚至把門鎖起來，她為什麼能夠去，而且成為舞會上最美麗的姑娘呢？

學生：因為有仙女幫助她，給她漂亮的衣服，還把南瓜變成馬車，把狗和老鼠變成僕人。

老師：對，你們說得很好！想一想，如果辛黛瑞拉沒有得到仙女的幫助，她是不可能去參加舞會的，是不是？

學生：是的！

老師：如果狗、老鼠都不願意幫助她，她可能在最後的時刻成功地跑回家嗎？

學生：不會，那樣她就可以成功地嚇到王子了。（全班再次大笑）

老師：雖然辛黛瑞拉有仙女幫助她，但是，光有仙女的幫助還不夠。所以，孩子們，無論走到哪裡我們都是需要朋友的。我們的朋友不一定是仙女，但是，我們需要他們，我也希望你們有很多很多的朋友。

請你們想一想，如果辛黛瑞拉因為後媽不願意她參加舞會就放棄了機會，她可能成為王子的新娘嗎？

學生：不會！那樣的話，她就不會到舞會上，不會被王子遇到，認識和愛上她了。

老師：對極了！如果辛黛瑞拉不想參加舞會，就是她的後媽沒有阻止，甚至支持她去，也是沒有用的，是誰決定她要去參加王子的舞會？

學生：她自己。

老師：所以，孩子們，就是辛黛瑞拉沒有媽媽愛她，她的後媽不愛她，這也不能夠讓她不愛自己。就是因為她愛自己，她才可能去尋找自己希望得到的東西。如果你們當中有人覺得沒有人愛，或者像辛黛瑞拉一樣有一個不愛她的後媽，你們要怎麼樣？

學生：要愛自己！

老師：對，沒有一個人可以阻止你愛自己，如果你覺得別人不夠愛你，你要加倍地愛自己；如果別人沒有給你機會，你應該加倍地給自己機會；如果你們真的愛自己，就會為自己找到自己需要的東西，沒有人可以阻止辛黛瑞拉參加王子的舞會，沒有人可以阻止辛黛瑞拉當上王后，除了她自己。對不對？

學生：是的！

老師：最後一個問題，這個故事有什麼不合理的地方？

學生：（過了好一會）午夜12點以後所有的東西都要變回原樣，可是，辛黛瑞拉的水晶鞋沒有變回去。

老師：天哪，你們太棒了！你們看，就是偉大的作家也有出錯的時候，所以，出錯不是什麼可怕的事情。我擔保，如果你們當中誰將來要當作家，一定比這個作家更棒！你們相信嗎？

孩子們歡呼雀躍。

真棒的老師！

這是美國一所普通小學的一堂閱讀課。
這是我們是幾歲的時候才想到這些層面？

Image grabbed from Google! Images =p

It will be a long day

2010-10-07T15:21:00.004+08:00

The current life is just like a procedure, a circle.
Wake up in the early morning, stuck in the jam while heading to work, and work until late night, then sleep.
It goes around like this, repeat and repeat. The thing that makes me think so is all because I feeling so sleepy right now. Yes! I have no enough sleep since the first day and also the night before job start, and it makes me keep yawning during my working hours. That's sound sucks right?

I am not complaining or bitching abt my job, and I dont want to do so. I like this job, its cool for me. Altho this is just my first and only job exp., it somehow makes me feel fullest, and packed busy life.

I like it.

first job

2010-10-05T12:22:00.018+08:00

Hi! =)
haha, kind of weird using hi for the opening.

By the way, I am now posting from office, at my desk. *exciting*

This is my first job ever. =)
My first time having colleagues. I have a neighbour sitting beside my desk, named sook rong.
She just came back from vacation at aussie, and I got a koala mud cake from her as a souvenirs from aussie!!
Gosh, so nice of her right?!!! XD

I will talk more abt it on my next post.

gtg. ciao

I'm holding on.

2010-09-21T19:35:00.006+08:00

There's some feeling that might disturb us sometimes, and yet you don't know how to overcome it.

There's some thought and feeling that just pop out in your mind in sudden when you go through some prob.

There's also some strange feeling that interupt your mind and it dont make you feel comfortable at times, yet you dont know why the feeling come to you.

You can't avoid feeling b'cause its just something from inside you.

You can just temporary put it aside and it will alway be there.

The moment I opened up my eyes today, the dream make me wonder, I closed my eyes.
The moment I opened up my eyes again, I'm feeling tired. I then grabbed over my phone and hope it will ring or maybe some text.
The moment I closed my eyes again, I flashed back the last conversation we had.
Once again, I closed my eyes, and woke up with some expectations.
But tick-tock tick-tock bring me down.

I'm having a untitled feeling with me today through the waiting.

I flashed back to yesterday, while I facing these feelings.
I remember the words you told.
I gave up like I said in previous, to myself. I guess I should have seriously do that.

Yesterday, I went upstairs with my mood up high, n go down just like I'm riding the roller coaster.
Just up and down, up and down, repetitively.

The moment I covered my head with pillow, was breathless.
The moment I pushed you away, was an act, I just want you to pull me hard into your arms.
The moment you told me there's nothing to comfort, I already realized, I won't get it from you.
The moment I keep repeating or telling you something bad, was lies, I just want to hear something concern from you.
The moment I heard the words you told me, I decided to keep it and not to letting you know.
The moment I told you about your face expression, was true, and I didn purposely put it in my heart, and your face expression reminded me, this is truth, but you dont want to listen.

And lastly, I seriously don't want to be that kind of girl just like you alway tell me that you are different from other guy.
Or I should just tell you, this is normal, this is how guy shall be.

I am fine, seriously.

I keep my mouth shut.

2010-09-13T00:57:00.003+08:00

I had lock this post.

OPEN MY MOUTH? You might need a code.

Random

2010-09-12T20:07:00.004+08:00

pics credited to Flickr

I woke up late in the afternoon, my eyes arent fully open.
Somehow, something interrupt my mind.
I don't know what is that, don't ask me why.

Out of sudden while reading the newspaper, I tell myself that I want to buy a car.
Out of sudden, I dislike myself to the max and I said to myself, something have to be change.

I reversed my view, because I felt somewhat no point to keep the rules as usual.

I realize in my world, it always go around between guys, love, money.
It makes me feel sick day by day.
I would just feel uneasy without guy or love in my previous, but things going to change.
Today, no, I should say after so long, for what I had came through,
I am giving up, of guy or love. I am not holding any ground anymore.
This world needed changes.
From now, my world only go around me, myself, my love, my concern.

Guy is guy. They can't understand what a girl wants, vice versa.
Girl dont understand what a guy want, but girls can alway guess what a guy wants.
I believe there's exception. =)
Anyway, not everything depend on guess. Everything need time, need time to understand each others.
Nowadays, there's no such thing like when time goes longer, and people will understand or know each other well.
It will only be when time goes longer, everything will be tasteless or goes bad.

For my opinion, what a girl want, is just simple.
LOVE, that truly from bottom of heart.
That's sound easy, but how many ppl can really do that.
For example, a hug, a sentence, an action which you can easily show your love, but usually peoples neglected those.

Then, they quarrel, they argue, they use such way to solve, to make thing happen, on and off.

favorite.

2010-07-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

There's one person I alway adore, all the time, and it will continue.
Peoples call him as an IDOL, but he's not that simple for me.
=D

He's leehom.

Peoples that alway thought he's only selling his outlook, then I guess you miss out some greatness that you can find on other artist.

I was a big fan of him, since I was 11 yrs old. If I am not wrong, I noticed him while I'm 10, from the TV.

Until now its like around 10+ yrs, and I am still crazy over him, in term of psychical support. =))
Everytime I listen to his song, it give me support too. The voice that went through so much with me, giving me company and encouragement whenever how I feel in that 10 yrs time.

Incomplete.

2010-06-19T03:05:00.006+08:00

* I am taking a break from my work, so I decide to update something here. I'm improving my graphics and make it to complete. My hands are just so itchy, because I just so like to redraw or redo my works. Although I am having limited time til I need to submit, I can't resist the feeling of draw it again. =) I am alway like that. I would rather not to sleep to complete it. I can sleep so much after I enter my coffin. no wrong right. :)

* I am chasing the TVB drama call "The Mysteries of Love" 談情說案 lately. Oh yea, I love talented guy like the Proffesor Kingsley in the drama. This is a tale that not going to happen in reality, I bet it. I like the way he observe around, he's just so attentive, and of course he's rich also. This is my first time I thought Raymond Lam is good looking. LOL. This is why talented person alway looks good. =p Too bad that no one is perfect and even person like Kingsley. I hate the numbness of him when he can't or didn't do anything when things happened in between him and his girlfriend. I cried so bad when I saw the girl sad and cry and when she yell to the sky asking the god why have to treat her like this. =) I asked that too, sometimes. Guys should learn to be more sensitive than girls, because girls are already sensitive since they born.

* Ever since I have better internet connection at home, I can watch movies online, download, upload, browse the internet faster. Teehee. So I will not outdated of movies anymore, I can even get the most updated infomation, like mayb peeping on sombody else? hahaha. hehehe.

* By now, I have to go to uni to attend the interactive class, everyday. Yes, because I failed my interactive design and I did not complete it for the 2nd time too, I gave up halfway. Everyone know my secret now. For the first time in my life, I gave up easily, just like that. Who knows how I feel? Only me! Who knows whether did I feel pressure? Only me! For the first time during my uni life, I feel that my uni is lying to me. I heard so much of rumors about it, but I didn ever believe it. Even now, I didn't choose to believe also, but I believed it was karma. I blamed it to karma. And now, I really have to stand up again and complete it then graduate. I am looking forward on what's going to strike me in the future. I am in a team work with arif and syazwan as my team members. Phone widget is what we doing, and our presentation will be on 29th June. Nokis Singapore and Malaysia and maybe Maxis peoples will attend to our presentation. =) Wish me luck?! okie!?

* Crowd. Peoples. Friends. I am greedy and I am lack of it. I need moreee! Yes, come on, you can call me out for party, drink, makan, hang out, chit chat, shopping, hiking, outing.. I hv got no problem, I dont mind to make new frns too.^^ Oh ya, and I guess I have bad hearing, like my dad? hmm.. I dont want anything to happen to my ear.

* My love life is fine, but I am the one that not fine. I bet I have some personal attitude problem, but I guess no one will fully understand why is it I am like this. HAHA. Ah, dont care about what is the reason. I am selfish. You knw, person who selfish wont be happy. I dont understand. Sometimes I think I am right, but I am not sure I am right or not. But why I am wrong. We alway argue mostly because of me, but I guess I can cover it up so nice. I hate to let other ppl to know what happen in between us, but now I am hanging. I am now not tottally zero but its like 3 to 4. I can't assert the way I wanna be. Anyone feel this before? LOL. Tell me, who don't love the feeling when a relationship just started so passionately. While two person are just so............... haha. You knw that.

* Ah, my life never ever peaceful. I unlike how the society be so realistic sometimes, but reality remains reality. How it gonna change?! LOL. My life at home not peaceful though. Ashamed is what I felt sometimes when I have to mention about family. No matter how, I love my family. I can't bear to see my family down.
This is where I born. Maybe we are just different from the others. I had a maid at home after I live for 21 years. Anyway, I prefer not to have a maid? Sigh. Everything gone different after MAID! =/

* I am kinda excited, because, I am going to complete my degree which means I am gonna graduate. Oh yes, I am so excited because I can go back to the crowd soon. I guess mayb I will go back to sing, to my lovely piano, continue my guitar and I know I have something else to do in my plan too. LOL. At that time, I have to continue no matter what, no matter what I am going to lose at the end, I dont care. I have to have more better future living. What's outside there nothing more important than I feel comfortable with myself. I have to achieve and fulfill my aspirations. I can't bear to keep changing for anything anymore.

* I am soon going back to work. LOL. I am not going to sleep tonight and I have to bring my sis to Bangi later to get her parcel. WTH. I seriously dont know the way, the last time which is my first time was keep driving in Bangi around 1 hr to reached the place. =.=^ I am going to do my flash my own. =.=^ Somebody promised to help me, but went out. Said a while, but I knew it will gonna be long. I think I better done myself than waiting for help.

I'm done for tonight. Ciao~

monday morning

2010-06-14T12:36:00.000+08:00

in this wonderful morning, I was sleeping so sweetly, and the damn thing was my alarm keep ringing to wake me up to... class!

therefore, I am in the class now.

in this wonderful morning,

widget! database! design!

macam f*cked up lo!

=.= T.T =/ x.x

in this wonderful lab, there's no signal on my phone.

in this wonderful lab, the monitor is sucks!

ARGH

my wonderful monday morning

live- love

2010-06-13T19:50:00.002+08:00

I found out there's some meaningful article that shared by others while I browse out the fb lately. =)
topic like sex, life, job, and mostly are about love/ boyfriend girlfriend.
and I find this article kinda true as some song sing about this too.

there's this song first come into my mind, LMF's 乜也系戀愛 (what's love)
the lyrics sing 初初一開始, 最中意日見夜見, 發夢都會見面情話綿綿電話講唔完,
發誓希望兩人熱戀直至永遠

Yup, who dont love the sweetness that brought two person together?

anyway, I find this article at fb the other day.
Hope anyone of you spend minutes to read about it.
I dont mind if you think that this article is sheer nonsence after you read it.
But I bet you will start to think about it.

**
爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

***

haha, I love the sentence mentioned about that how the guy treated his gf before they married. How true is that huh? haha. therefore, ppls would rather dating forever and not willing to step into marriage. *laugh out loud* Nonetheless there are couples that have to marry earlier for the sake of the 'tummy'.

There are couples like this too, not even marriage they are already like old couples.

In the article, it mentioned that marriage can make a person become lazy but I guess time is the thing that make ppl lazy. like, whn times goes by, the couple is not so active in doing things they usually did in the beginning. how sad is that?

however, remember that spirited/vitality love need to be siram from time to time.
Dont lazy during dating... ( article said one)

I ever remember there's a korean drama I watched like few years ago, in the drama there's a guy mentioned about love science theory and then, recently the hong kong tvb drama, 談情說案, raymond lam talked about the relevant theory too. I dont know whether is it true or not, but I kinda believe it. =))

*korean drama*
男女第一次渴望着对方的时候，性荷尔蒙分泌出睾酮和雌激素，这种渴望持续下去，到了陷入爱情阶段，就会分泌多巴胺和血清胺，血清胺是爱情中最重要的物质，能让人一时处于近疯狂的状态，到了下一阶段，男女会持续双方的关系并希望得到更密切的结合，就会发展到sex或者是结婚，这时就会分泌催产素和加压素，催产素不仅是男女之间，母亲给小孩喂奶时，也会分泌，这也证明对女性来说，母性和爱情是相同的，更有意思的是血清胺这种东西，血清胺会让你无法意识到对方的缺点，会挡住你的视线.
it also said that those 雌激素 normally can last for 2 yrs, longest 3-4 yrs. After it decreased, he/she can slowly see the weakness of the other half. =))

*TVB drama*
男女之間之所以會產生愛情 , 完全是因問兩個人的生活態度, 加上化學作用產生的現象.
当一男一女开始爱上对方的时候，身体内的苯氨基丙酸就会不断释放，令你的情緒高漲, 產生一種喜悅的感覺. 當濃度不斷增加, 兩人同時受到這種激素的影響, 感情變達到最濃, 這種狀態和關係變化可定義為愛情

somehow, I dont really understand about it la. haha. just wanna share with you all. But it sounds like have its own basis. =))

my final word,

L-O-V-E,
a word which have million or trillion of knowledge deep inside and its just like a very thick book and you will never read the ending. There's so much to learn from this word. =) what you've know dont means that you know all it have.

Final Project Presentation

2010-06-13T02:44:00.004+08:00

Last tuesday was the day of final project presentation and I'm glad that the presentation went well and I feel proud that everyone's awesome. =D *APPLAUSE!!!!!* HAHAHA

That's a day worth to remember in my life. XD ahh, but I still have one more to go, phone widget!! whatever, put that aside first, this post is only for my final presentation. teehee.

Stayed over at baby's place on the day before. Obviously I didnt sleep that night but the baby slpt like a pig.
Promised to help me record vo for me but slp like nobody's business. Too bad that I accidentally fall aslp too after baby woke up and waiting for him to settle his video. argh! make me felt like a corspe after that. So, ended up I left out the vo!! T.T nevermind, luckily I have 'replacement'. LOL.

Anyhow, I faced a very serious problem which is the sound totally ran off after I published it. WTH! seriously god bless me at that moment. I still have to attend the presentation.

By the time we reached uni, we can't find the lab and its actually hold at the new lab. Presentation havent start and we.. err.. mayb me only..felt kinda nervous while on the way walking into the lab. It's all because before we entering lab, the lecturers like ewan and so on were outside waiting for the presentation to start. I was like omg, how come so many lecturers!! haha.
and the worst is, I can heard Mr. Ike's voice all the way at the corridor. =.= ^

And thn, the first thing I must do is tell miss chew about my prob, the sound before presentation. LOL. I know her answer is alway be... ' you just present la~' I knew it!
I am nervous but I try to stay calm, because the previous progression presentation was just so bad, shoot until kao kao, and the worst part was I cried in the class after presentation. haha. first time in my uni life, and its the last time for me to cry there.

The presentation started off with Nanda. He's great! He's the one in the class doing a game project. Yes, is a game! lol. I adored his drawing eh, my god, so 3D feel. and I'm the 3rd one ( if i didn remember it wrongly)!
At that moment while miss chew called my name, my heart beating so fast and almost dropped out! You knw why? because the person before me is daniel. and due to some personal and family matters, it dragged the timeline of his final project. So, that's why mr. ike keep shoot him and mr. ike just not that polite, u know rite!
So, right after that, mr. ike asked:" so anyone else is doing web ?" ... no one answer. then asked again:"... or interactive?"

Then my jaw dropped, my face dropped, my heart dropped! my eye pop out! heart beat.. stop! WHAT!!?

okay, I forced myself to calm down. and OMG now! why the hell there's some mistake in front there! LOL. the presentation somewhat goes well. ike didn scold. but adviced to improve some part. LOL. cool. and miss chew loves my cat! -,-^

my eye come back, jaw crawled back n my heart beat back, and my face recovered. phew...

went back to my seat and saw a msg on my phone.
the content make my tears dropped immediately..my god. luckily andrew went to toilet ady n its dark behind there.
what! at that moment I felt like awww.. i'm really great! lol. tho now I dont think so anymore. haha.
I felt touched! I hold my face and hold my tears.. no more crying please. =) yes, i'm just that easy to cry.
hey, you have to understand no one talk to me like that b4 okay. that's such a sweet compliment.
obviously the msg was from him la.

bla bla bla~ cut the crap.
erm, while baby present his video. .walao. everyone's reaction gone wild, laughter all around the class. see, how great is he huh! hahaha. they love his work!

okay. girls. ask me before u try to flirt him, or else i will cut ur boobs! =p

hahaha. ndrw's video too. for me i felt so so la. bcz erm.. no comment. haha. I watched it too many times ady.. that's why I feel numb for it. ahh. but girl, remember just run away if there's strange guy talk to you~ else you will just die like the girl in andrew's vid. =p

Presentation ended around 7pm+. So late right. hehe
walked to the car with holding baby's hand. gosh... so got feel.
That's so rarely happen to leave the uni at this timing.
With the sky turning dark, holding each other, somemore right after a smooth presentation, plus its like this is the last presentation I've got you watching me, the feeling increased, i felt blessed at moment. that's another great memo for us. =)
I'm glad that I've got you in between my uni life and all the way with me. and, you walked out with me.. from my hostel to your place and this memorable uni.
but baby had this hard feeling bcz he's going to leave his uni life. WTF.
Omg I can't wait for it.. bcz I am going back to the crowd. GAHHH~
ngek ngek ngek~

dinner with baby at bbq plaza. He's so sleepy already by that time. but I feel so excited. haha. Actually my mood went so hyper right after my presentation went so smoothly..~teehee.

time to club time to play, time to travel, time to shop, time to prepare exhibition~ all need money$$
ah, thn should b time to look for job.. wtf. haha. i wont be working that fast la..but i still need few job at times to make considerable income. =)) ngek ngek ngek~

time to consider for next study. hahaha. =p

yay! one more to go. omg!
bye bye.

live like you're dying

2010-06-08T04:52:00.001+08:00

WEEHEE. today is the day, like another 12hours later. =)

err, and my stomach started to rumbling now. SWT.

lol. too much happiness makes me digest faster. hehe.

idk why, but this lyrics keep flowing in my mind..

anyway seize the moments! XD
am nw still at baby's. lol. stayover to burn midnite oil.

last but nt least, gd luck to everyone.
especially for me n baby. teehee. but not to to those who had slping already like mayb andrew?
LOL. im so evil. kekeke

signing off. ciao

nothing.

2010-06-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

aww, I realized that I hate to sleep so much.
or I am reluctant to sleep.. huh. I don't know.

I actually didn sleep neither more than 8 hours nor 6hrs.
But this doesnt means that I slept.
For past months, I slept usually at 4-5am, I guess almost everyday I'm like that.
then, in these 2 weeks, I slept 7am in the morning, and I actually didn slp somedays.

In between the time I slept, I keep on waking up.
I am f-king not sure is that anything that bothering me in my mind.
I bet it would be great if i knew.
But no one will believe me. yes no one.
FML, i'm going to die earlier. =.=

anyway, one more week to go.

oops

2010-05-11T03:08:00.000+08:00

Where's the cuteness?

Where's the color?

Where's the flow?

momo momo.

2010-05-10T03:40:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all the mother ♥
except those who killed their own children!

it is true la okay..there are news about this kind of case! so cruel and insane!
I am so busy and can't get to update past few days, but tonight, I must, else I will uncomfortable to keep these inside my heart!

Anyway, I didn't buy momo a present but a breakfast treat! dim sum also not cheap okay!
and, I thought my brother is the one so eager to celebrate with momo, but at the end I realize and I feel that actually is not really like what I thought. Maybe its just a misunderstanding but hey, he let me feel so, he should introspect himself! and silver too!

I don't know how about my own self, but I will say that I did my part with all I can!
Hmph, yes I really did, compare to those elders that already a parent of few children which already grown up to adult!

We didn't go out for dinner but we bought KFC home to celebrate with the grandmomo. The reason why we were home KFC-ing instead of restaurant because we were so heavy hearted to left grandmomo alone at house with no one visited her on this momo day and not even a call! and this old woman still have to called to her son and asked him whether coming or not. During the conversation, he seriously said something not very pleasing and offensive!! This is seriously making me feel so OFF today.

I want to cakap here!!

Eh, its only once a year, and she is so old and sick already, why can't you just come over and visit her a while is better than no right! yes, although you came certainly, but, eh, today is mother day. you though valentine ah.. everyday also valentine day those kind of celebration ah! denggg! okay la, I un you have a family too, and you might want to celebrate with your children's mother too, hey, anyhow they are her grandchildren also, you can bring all to visit her, sit a while talk a while, thn bye bye. no big deal right? so difficult to do it huh?! or you want to wait her until her funeral only you bring all together come to our house punctually like previously somebody did to grandpapa?!

Why not you peoples consider it in vice versa??!!! eh, I hope next time in your future, your daughter will not coming home to celebrate your father's day! what! its true! then only you can feel it, dont tell me that you are open minded and so on rubbish! however, father's day is still have the meaning of itself and you definately will kena one day! hmph!! and one more thing, at the end of the day, she some more wanted to worry that she offended her son, and so worry and scare. WTF! this is so ridiculous! Is not even her fault okay! You thought she want your mother's day cake huh. .she voiced out to you until so obvious but you still insist like what you did are right! Think wise!

For the daughter too! Hey you are just her only daughter!! URGH!! Somemore today is sunday okay. So tell me, what make the prob for you to come over? Since I was small, I heard enough of your reason that you still have to look after the shop. okay. Anyhow, sometimes I think that was excuse. Maybe I am too selfish or maybe you have your difficulty, but please, dont hurt your momo. Today grandmomo is damn sad, heartbroken! I guess she cried. You don't know how soft hearted she is? She easily drop down her tears even when I visit her at the hospital, her eye gone red, when she see you all, her eyes red again sometimes tears drop.How could you guys do that.

I understanad sometime grandmomo is unreasonable too. and she always cover up and give excuse for the eldest son, she is unfair sometimes. But she is still hope that you guys alway come back to see her. To be honest, she's unfair to us- my bro, me and sis also! Hey, our care can't even defeat you peoples that dont like to care about her. For how many times we have to talk to her until ownself burst into tears. Eventho she alway did that, but she still got complaint abt the eldest one okay. The only thing she didn is she didn voice out to them only. but to us! You peoples dont know how much effort we alway put on her, all the time. but, she alway love to listen to you guys more than us! You guys thought your momo have us is enough huh, we will take good care of her everyday and so on, thn you guys no need to care about anything la, live your life happily.

Sure you guys don't know how much we need to sacrified for her, and we don't even have time to go for our own vacation, and even we went out shopping or anywhere outside than house, even on normal days, we alway have to remember thr's popo staying and waiting us at home, we have to back early, we have to take care of her 3 meals. We have to listen to her complaint about the sickness the pain, and you guys or what she talked and listened from the far relative through the phone call!! Can you guys do that?! I bet you guys cant! Now we even have to helped her to make a phone call, either that now we already have a house phone, she refuse to use it and still requested us to help her. Even if we sleep late abit, she will keep shouting for us. urgh!

You thought so easy huh?! My parents everyday have to take care her, wake up early in the morning, breakfast with her, talk with her, dabao for her, and prepare lunch for her, fetch my sis go and back from the tuition and school. When there's an appointment with the doctor, parents still have to bring her to the hospital at 7 in the early morning, plus there's few times that she need to operation, my parents have to stayed there from early morning til afternoon to fetch her home, stay at the hospital to accompany her whether she need something or whatever, we have to accomodate our timing so me or bro have to help out to fetch my sister or dabao for grandmomo on the normal days. Eh, you thought only you peoples know how to work huh?! My parents need to work too okay!
After work, when my parents want to go out to releasing stress, she complaint again!

Seriously sometimes I really wonder why you elders people punya problem alway have to involved us! so frustrated one you know, but I have to understand that this is family. You thought only you peoples busy working huh.. my parents also the same. Papa provide us better living and also for grandmomo, what we did is like shit for her certainly, you know? At the starting, she complaint about the house bla bla bla, she will never understand papa alway care and did everything for her and hope she will has more better and comfortable life and place to live, but she still want to complaint the house in term of the price the size to compare with other pokkai! She dislike the food we bought, she will just leave it there, or mayb eat two spoon thn put it away or throw, or even worst she will scold. My momo, she alway critics her alot. How we will feel? How I feel, deeply sad and angriness just pour on me like that! My momo, I think she's the person that has very good patience skill that I seen so far~! she can just pretend like didn heard anything, but I can't.

What we alway do, my papa alway told us: nevermind, we have to give her more patience. She's so old already, just let her, dont fight. Then, we will just swallow it through our throat til our deep tummy! I dont like this either, I'm so sad when papa mama have to ask us to stay at home to look after her and the house, so they can go for vacation. WHAT? 1 day trip or 3d2n trip within malaysia, oversea is like once in a very very long period, and just 2 or 3 days, not like the others, went far to other country for 1 weeks 2 weeks.

WTF. When the time you know that your momo turning to a sickness that can't be cure, you guys visited more frequently, and now, you guys see that she's still staying alive here, but you guys start to lack and visit her lesser and lesser. Hey, sickness is very hard to affirm that today she's fine means tml she's fine too. NO. what else you guys can give to her since you guys are so reluctant to do the taking care part?!
huh, visit her more, care her more, call her more, and sit until the sofa turn warm thn u guys can fuck off la!
but pls la, make sure you peoples called up not to tell her this or that cannot eat or bad news or something isnt happy, or who die who die, whatsoever, this is so frsutrated when we need to listen to her telling us about those thing or refuse to eat this or that like that's a poisoned food!

you people dont be so fucking realistic can or not?!
I know you guys ... will come like once in a month, more or less. I can tell you guys that's not enough!
takda momo, takda you, standing here. okay!

ARGH, I definately still have load can write out at here! but just this few things that I summarize here is long enough. ARGH, I am too small to talk these to them and I am not allowed to, so I just only voiced out here!

anyway,

LOL. so crappy la! watever. and happy momo day.

Now is the time we know love.

2010-04-30T18:25:00.001+08:00

love is everlasting.

Define the cuteness, please

2010-04-27T02:53:00.003+08:00

LOOK! its 2.30am, and I seems so crazy. LOL.
I'm now in the middle of rushing.. eh, NO rush, I'm still doing my work since tomorrow no class. =)
okay, say that i'm hardworking please. HAHA

hm, sem break is officially over now.

But, I have one thing that I must agree, yes, my life is getting so better and better and I love my life now! XD

teehee.

I am not dislike my project, just I found out something else more interesting.

I am still working forward still everyone think my project is ewww.. boring!

I feel lucky as I can't figure out last time what project I should proceed, but I think I know now.

do you think its cute?! cat by me. my fav in my proj.

I feel my project is very difficult too, as I don't know how to make something cute. haha. and I have to think like a kid a baby. =.=

Altho sometimes I feel abit sad when people laugh at my project, but no matter how, I have to continue work, and finish it. I am me and that 's my proj.

By the way, I'm typing this entry using my desktop after so long. haha.

Ever since my broadband gone stupid crazy dont know wth wtf happen on it, and make me cannot connect cannot install on my desktop and I forced to use my laptop to online.

Huhu, now~ finally my house using streamyx again! XD

I just recovered from my cough and my baby is sick now. pity him~ prolly bcz of my kiss!! lol

hmm, hopefully he will recover soon and be energetic again!! that's my baby! aww~ kevlow, you make me miss you nowww!! =p

hey, FYI, I'm so in love with my eyebrow now.

For those who knows me well, they must know that I had thick eyebrow and the color is so black. (dont jealous k.. hahaha. jk)

Since I can't get to buy the sally hansen bleach cream for face, so I found a solution that day while at Sunway Pyramid with the baby. =P

lalala~ talk about that in the next entry. I wanna continue my work else I dont know what time I will be sleep and wake up later!!

Goodnight peoples.

how you wonder who'll you be

2010-04-25T15:22:00.000+08:00

ola ola ola~!

what a saturday of dating with the dearest project in front the computer whereas the passion junkies playing paintball at cyberjaya!

Why I ain't there?
1st, although I hope I can join them, but I am coughing!
2nd, I can't deny that I am not close with these passion junkies and some of it I dont even talk before, LOL, and paintball need team play.
3rd, baby n the gang never go also.
4th, I'd better save money. T^T

okay well. Today's topic: MOLE.

yes, mole. and I have freaking numbers of mole on my damn face. LOL.
but, according to my knowledge, mole on face are goods! and according to babe, even 'xin ku' also said that the more of mole on your face are good for people doing business.
hey, yea man, I'm a boss ler!
So I will remain my MOLE. LOL. lalala~ see how la. mayb the next day i decide to remove it also.

why today's topic is mole?
it's all because a close friend of mine, went to remove his mole today!
LOL. I dont know whether can I reveal his name here or not.

Anyway, this mole thing seems interesting. As everyone know every mole has the story according to the part where the mole is.

picture taken from google search. dont know accurate or not.

I have some tiny mole on my nose. and this picture told me the moles on nose head are all bad. =(
yerr, remove remove!!
WOW, if I remove the moles on my nose, and do the cosmetic sugery, then i will end up having CHUN nose. wahahha.

okay. end of my topic. bye.

我的爱情观，并不悲观。

2010-04-24T21:23:00.001+08:00

男孩问：“你在我面前一直出现，你到底想怎样？我要你。我可以丢下现在的一切，和你在一起！。”

女孩说到：“你已经不是我想要的，你根本不是我想要的！即使回到从前，我也不会再和你一起了~！”

女孩别过头走了。

我相信人总是会变的。
当每个人都口口声声说珍惜眼前时，大家都误会了。
对我而言，这道理没有错，错在人们在现实的社会里总是表现得十分天真。
我的爱情观，并不悲观。
它像似一本书，而你会发觉它越来越厚。
因为它的世界里没有对于错，却有着浩瀚无比、无边无际、极妙的“课题”，是你们和我都不知道的，还没经历过的。我们知道的不等于我们真的知道。

爱情总是起起落落，经得起考验，你们就会在一起久一点。
相反的，就来个你死我活，值得吗？结果还不是一样！
要学聪明点!

=）

I cant even stop the rain from falling.

2010-04-20T15:56:00.006+08:00

吃飯要用右手抓屁股左手擦

nice song!

You have your special place in my heart

2010-04-19T03:07:00.002+08:00

ola~ live the blog!
am happy and satisfied with my new speaker system eh!
yes, I got myself a new speaker system at the pc fair today! ^-^
Hey, you knw what, they seriously increase the price on the spot due to high demand. wth.
hehe still, i'm lucky, bcz i'm still getting it with the price I saw earlier. =p
erm, come to think of it, maybe the 1st day is more lower price huh?!

ah, whatever.
Say hello to my edifier HCS2330!

However, I'm still under budget, this cost me almost 300 eh; so sorry to claire that I can't help her to buy her webcam. haha. OMG, I want the lumix GF1 so badly~ =.=^

huhu~ dasin's bday dinner tml. Dannng~ I dont wanna gain anymore weight la~ T..T
baby and I are going to watch movie in the theater tomorrow =p
oh ya, I wanna dye my hair. oh my, I don't know what color should I chooose.

last but not least, I love you babyvin!!!

I left my shadow to fall behind

2010-04-18T03:18:00.004+08:00

its sem break and its gonna be a busy sem break. =)
time passed fast, next week is already week 9.
gotta catch up faster than ever for the php thingy which really make me headache and draw faster for my project. =.=^

oh ya, am going to PC fair tomorrow. dont know what so happy about that, but I can go dating with the babylove at PC fair. for the first time.
I gotta look for another speaker bcz my previous woofer is spoilt?
I don't know what happen, I just know there's something wrong with the woofer. Baby vin helped me to bring the whole set of speaker & woofer to the company and the person said something inside is out of order or whatever, and we have to pay them to help me open up the woofer and there's no guarantee they can repair it for some damn reason. omg, so ma fan. next time I have to think twice before I buy altec lansing. =p

anyway, I have lesser chance to watch movie at the theater now due to the final project. =/ but I still have some movies that I want to watch in my list. XD

everytime I talked of movies, first come to my mind is horror movie la.

I love horror movie! =DD

Haunted Room- who are you

from what I seen on the yahoo! movies, this movie rating is only 3/5.

I am not sure whether is it a great horror movie not, and the rate is in the middle. because nowadays most of the horror movie is depend on the sounds effect with bad storyline and ending. ok, that's just my point of view.

the story is about a boy that not willing to come out from his room for 5 years, and they started to suspect that is that the same boy remain in the room all these while?

interesting story eh. =p

next movie is Shutter Island

hey, how come leonardo dicarpio isnt that handsome already?! haha, but still looking good la.

semakin old... LOL

rate: 3/5

DATE NIGHT!!

the rating is 3/5

and this one, When in ROME.

rating is 3/5 also.
but i believe date night and when in rome are both great comedy love story.

ya la, believe me.

hey, the most latest that I watched is how to train your dragon.
omg, that's a very cute dragon ok, not like the common dragon that we ever thought. haha
their so called dragon are in various type. and especially the night fury.
obviously it look like a cat okay. a black cattt!
somemroe they are eating FISH! =..=^

i give it a 5/5. lol. because i really enjoy the entire movie. *winks*

and one more thing, should I go for the paintball game..with the classmate on this friday?~

ahhh, im kind of broke already la. over budget this month!! *considering*

ciao~ have nice weekend =D

I am me once again

2010-04-17T01:47:00.000+08:00

Hello dearest bloggie! =)
you look so dead, aint you? lol.
anyhow, i'm here to revive you..

with a picture of mine first! =p

i will be right back ya! XD

I want nobody, nobody but you.

2010-02-03T03:23:00.003+08:00

Hola! XD

HAPPY NEW YEAR! =D LOL. I know, its already 1st of Feb.. but still consider new year right, somemore chinese new year just another 2 weeks to go. haha.
After 1 month only I willing to drag myself to sign in to blogger to compose a new post. =)

Anyway, this new year is different.
As in different, it is full of surprises, unexpectable, just within a month, and something started change, I feel it. =)
Still, I am happy with my own way, although my life is now like a crap.

well,I just have to pick up something to note down here.

1st of Jan, 2010

I was fall down from babe's back. LOL.

like this....

he just want to scare me.. but I freaked off and dont know why I go and loose my hand then on the next minute, i sleep on the floor already. LOL.

luckily I'm feeling fine after the fall. Anyway it's a great new year celebration at my place with my mom and sis while my brother was working and my dad was out for drinking with his frns. Thus, my place can watch alot fireworks, around 11 houses put on fireworks.. they all are kaya raya, somemore can see TINY fireworks from the city. LOL

first pic of 2010.

3rd January,2010

We (my family), except grandma and brother, went all the way to Hotel Equatorial, Malacca to attended my cousin sis, Meying aka Magdalene wedding dinner.

I supposed to be her JI MUI, but poor communication and I didn actually get the proper inform so ended up I just follow my family to the dinner at night. But, I kena cakap while aunt saw me. like what, kena blame lo..

Overall the dinner wasnt bad, and there are so much speech throughout the dinner. SWT.

I heart the cake. so tall can. haha.

5th January, 2010
Nothing much til night around 11pm. Me and babe, Teri and Iris (baby's sisters) went to drink at pub/bistro at bandar puchong. 1st time I had so much mixture at once time. We ordered one bottle of white wine, long beach tea, long island, singapore sling, flaming lamborghini and one more graveyard, treated by the young bartender. Then, I drive like a mad cow back home. Dammit.

7th January, 2010
I bought a new roomate, who currently staying in my bathroom . =P

Is a he, name Daniel.

Ta daaa~

Cute isnt it? XD

After I hold it for too long, maybe I hold it too harsh, it alway pretend to die.

Its a roborovoski hamster, smallest and fastest among the species.

lol. that's why I alway facing difficulty to catch it.

Of course there is another one of female hamster. Her name is swarvoski.

Daniel Swarvoski, the name of the founder of Swarovski.

Swarovski is taken care by baby.

She's a very naughty hammie, naughtier than Daniel. =P

10th January, 2010.
Attended another wedding dinner, dear's cousin's @ klang.

12th January, 2010
Surprisingly, me and kev went out for dinner with Claire, Wendy, Shin Yee and Steph ( my former classmates), oh and one more person, SMK (the lecturer of mine)
The feeling is awesome. For ages, I didn feel so.
Movie earlier with them at IOI. Sherlock Holmes. ahh, we missed the front part, because I am late and they all waited me outside. =.=
Then dinner at puchong yeong tao fu, somewhere I dont know about Puchong. =]

Visited SMK's house, and he dismissed us in hurry with the reason of the night is late, he need to sleep early. WTF. He invited us to his house, and asked us to go.
So, we all went to 2nd round at mill wheel ice.

gossip-ing between girls, and plus the bf, for so long I never feeel that again, ahh sounds so pathetic la.

14th January, 2010
the opera.
been called out to the club. lol.
again, for so long, I didn feel so. and for the first time I am out with parent's knowledge.

17th January, 2010
I had some days that live with anger which I cannot complaint, and it can't be complaint.
So today babe brought me to Shogun buffet for dinner to stuffed in alot of foods to express everything.

I can only memorize so far as these days, and thn I got some unexpectable news from Claire after I went back from dinner on a sunday night, 24th January 2010.

Ms. Aizati, my lecturer passed away in an accident.
So thn, I realize life is really fragile than I thought.

Then I started to flashed back, the moments I talked to Ms. Aizati. Unfortunately not that much.
I never took a picture with her before, but I had a very blur image of her that I found in my phone which is not taken by me.

I cried myself because I havent graduate and you left.

deepest condolence, and may you rest in peace.

Another freaking news I got from Facebook, my ever friend, SinLin get married with him.
I read your blog, and I knw what happened. I dont know what had happen actually between me and you and dragged us far apart, but I believe its mostly because of me. Anyway, what had happen already happened. I give you the best wishes, and I hope you take good care of your health, and the little one.
Happy Marriage.

Then, another day, 29th January 2010, baby came over and helped me with cleaning up my room.
Thanks alot, and now I had a clean and tidy room (I hope it can maintain like this longer as it can) except my bed and wardrobe. ahh, I had so much clothes and the wardrobe can't really fit them all. =.=^ and my bed alway have clothes on it too. =/

and 31st January 2010.

baby and I were attendding PrestonLized wedding dinner.

the eCard.

picture stole from preston's facebook. =p

I dont have a picture with them, but we had one which I dont knw whether is it nice or not that took with preston.

After reach home, I accompany baby to watched football. Arsenal vs. Man. Utd.
lol. ya la.. renee lai watched football. about 10 more minutes to end the match, I already felt so slpy. what a day, I love you sweetheartt!
haha, 3-1, baby you dn need to change other team ady!! =p

Phewwww, guess that's all for my January.
anything to add on?

Reality

2009-12-30T02:58:00.002+08:00

Sometimes people like me love fairy tale, love to dream.

But however i alway have to drag myself out back to reality.

You knw, reality means reality.

Like seriously, 2009 is just 2 more days to go, yet i'm still have alot to post about things in 2009. =p haha.
Sooner we going to send our gretting to the lovely 2010. Well, as always, I wish everyone in my life have their thing and life go on smoothly, and happy in the new year! =D sounds simple huh? bet, its the most difficult things to achieve.

If you think you wasted a year, then you got depressed, and this will gonna make you waste more than ever. oh this is so wrongg~

No matter what, we have to move on. Dont ever think you can't do it or what, we actually did it ok, like everyday! Hey, how do you walk?! You walk straight, right. You walk towards...to everything, to the destination, to the person you love, to the cafe, to anything you want and you need. Even the toddler, they will still stand up back after they fall and walk straight. Why can't you?! Things we did everyday, anything around you, maybe some tiny things actually inspiring you and lead your life. Work smart, play hard, live happily. XD

ok. well, as for my holidays.. WOW. its haha. hehe. hoho.

Anyway, I watched a movie today. For god's sake, I alway easily to get myself on nerve while watching either a drama, commercial or movie.. anything, and I will easily get emo, happy, cry ...bla bla bla. So call emotion! haha

ok, Its a korean movie called "Voice of Murderer".

The movie is a story about kidnapping of a son of a famous news broacaster on the TV. The kidnapper called up to the boy's mother and demanding a hundred million as ransom. The kidnapper alway stay calm on the phone with the emotionless voice. However, no one had a clue about the kidnapper except his voice. At the end of the story, they found the boy, but it was a cold body lying around the river. The kidnapper took the money and disappear, in between that, the kidnapper gave the parents 87 threaten calls within the 44 days their son kidnapped. The killer never get caught. FYI, for what reason I'm getting so angry just because of a movie that showcasing on the screen?! The movie is based on a real life abduction of Lee Hyung Ho, happened at 1991 at South Korea and in fact, the boy dead at the next day got kidnapped. Hey, what is his problem!? Argh.. I'M SO WANNA CURSE HIM!!!!!! The boy dont deserve to die, just so cruel. =/

Anyhow, the overall movie isnt bad, it doesnt disappoint me, but reality disappoint me!

joke also cannot meh?

2009-12-20T04:19:00.004+08:00

currently listening to a fine frenzy- almost lover

"Joke also cannot meh"? haha. I heard this phrase from the boyfie's father.
Hey, this is not really that funny, but for me, its a very interesting question to ponder over. Too bad, uncle,wrong situation, but interesting story =p

So called joke, it got dirty joke, humor joke, cold joke, funny joke. Things that we said for fun , to make others laugh is call joke. But some joke are funny, some are not. Some people will misunderstand the meaning of the joke you trying to convey. The conclusion is, telling a joke is not simple. haha.
As for me, I don't know how to tell a joke. A very funny joke will become a are you joking joke through my mouth.

Yes, joke at the right situation, joke on the right matter. Sometimes we can't simply joke on others, people might easily get us wrong. But joke also cannot meh? LOL
Nahz, you see, this is the contradiction of being a human being. haha.
hey, of course must joke on the right person, else, hahahaha you know that!

But think about it, sometimes people used to said "joke also cannot?" in the conversation to cover their misunderstanding, their mistake. This is so not funny, because end up = you lie (this is just refer to certain mistake)

weehee. Finally attended the boyfie's cousin wedding dinner, feel released. haha.
Boyfie, or should I call the cow, haha, joke also cannot? Its hubby..~ came over to fetched me to his place earlier. Kind of rush, because I was having my brunch outside, so sorry for the wrong infomation and kept you waiting. I just have to attend a wedding dinner and I need to pack up so much of things. Argh.
It was held at Grand Imperial Restaurant @ Plaza Damas. First time went to this place, I dont even know have this place call Plaza Damas. The restaurant is big, interior and the adornment are superb! Its very happy to be hold by the loverlow and show off around. shhhhh~ teehee.

Too bad never take any of the environment to show the parents and silver. But luckily Bryan did help me and the cow took a pretty picture, and the sad thing is, it will going to take him ages to send us the picture. LOL.

Hey y'all, the most important, the menu of the wedding dinner was ICHIBAN! VERY DELICIOUS! VERY NICE! SUPERB! TASTY! SCRUMPTIOUS! Its true ok! OMIGOD!!! This restaurant has very great chefs. I can't think of it now, else I will be hungry again. haha. what? joke also cannot? I will control k.

Anyway, Happy Marriage to the Just Married Couple!
No matter what happen before, now you two had decided and already choose to hold each other and step on the new page of your life, which means you already put down the past, so make sure you will appreciate and take care one another in the rest of your life. Once again, Happy Marriage! ♥

感情生活中失望難免, 時間沖淡一切, 傷痕磨滅, 有忙別的去了, 終還是會有新的開始
I guess every girl will have the impulse to get marry too whenever they watched or attended a wedding, so do I. Its ok, I'm more than enough whenever I can see you with my eye, hug you with my arms. This is JOKE! I want more than these! what? nahz, joke also cannot huh? =p

Just another gentle reminder.

2009-12-18T01:51:00.002+08:00

Dear all, bet you all have been told umpteen times not to do that, not to eat this. Somewhat you will feel annoyed. Is ok, its just another gentle reminder from me.

Especially, the boyfie, must read this. haha.

There are some habits in our life that we will keep doing it and it actually will damage our body.
Let's see......

Body Damaging Habits

No Breakfast

People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level. This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration. So remember to take breakfast, because breakfast is the most important meal of the day.

Overeating

It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power. Dont eat too much then, somemore it will make us fat.

Smoking

It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease. Say NO to smoke!!

High Sugar consumption

Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.

Air Pollution

The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our 20 body. Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency. (Sigh, somehow the air in Malaysia isnt that fresh, still ok lar)

Sleep Deprivation

Sleep allows our brain to rest.. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells..

Head covered while sleeping

Sleeping with the head covered increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.

Working your brain during illness

Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well as damage the brain. Tell your boss about this!

Lacking in stimulating thoughts

Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.

Talking Rarely

Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain.

There are also some main causes of liver damage.

1. Sleeping too late and waking up too late are main cause.

2. Not urinating in the morning.

3. Too much eating.

4. Skipping breakfast.

5. Consuming too much medication.

6. Consuming too much preservatives, additives, food coloring, and artificial sweetener.

7. Consuming unhealthy cooking oil.
As much as possible reduce cooking oil use when frying, which includes even the best cooking oils like olive oil. Do not consume fried foods when you are tired, except if the body is very fit.

8. Consuming raw (overly done) foods also add to the burden of liver.
Veggies should be eaten raw or cooked 3-5 parts. Fried veggies should be finished in one sitting, do not store.

We should prevent this without necessarily spending more. We just have to adopt a good daily lifestyle and eating habits. Maintaining good eating habits and time condition are very important for our bodies to absorb and get rid of unnecessary chemicals according to 'schedule.'

and READ this,
The top five cancer-causing foods.

1. Hot Dog
Because they are high in nitrates, the Cancer Prevention Coalition advises that children eat no more than 12 hot dogs a month. If you can't live without hot dogs, buy those made without sodium nitrate.

2. Processed meat and Bacon
Also high in the same sodium nitrates found in hot dogs, bacon, and other processed meats raise the risk of heart disease. The saturated fat in bacon also contributes to cancer.

3. Doughnuts
Doughnuts are cancer-causing double trouble. First, they are made with white flour, sugar, and hydrogenated oils, then fried at high temperatures. Doughnuts, says Adams , may be the worst food you can possibly eat to raise your risk of cancer

4. French Fries
Like doughnuts, French fries are made with hydrogenated oils and then fried at high temperatures. They also contain cancer- causing acryl amides which occur during the frying process. They should be called cancer fries, not French fries, said Adams .

5. Chip, Cracker and Cookies
All are usually made with white flour and sugar. Even the ones whose labels claim to be free of trans-fats generally contain small amounts of trans-fats.

that's all for now. Take good care! =)

its just not easy. haha.

2009-12-17T20:33:00.005+08:00

was listening to a song call 蘇州河(su jou he) by fiona over again and again recently. haha. that's a name of a river situated at ShangHai. This song name really get my attention because once upon a time, my dad used to ask me jump into the Su Jou He (instead of ask me jump off the building lol), if only I never success. of course he's just joking. This is the unique way of him to encourage us? perhaps. Beside, this song isn't bad, is a nice song and composed by Khalil Fong.

December, the month full of joyous celebration~ ♥ yes, dont you think so?
and sooner, the new year celebration! haha. so seize on every minute for this last month of 2009! =)
haha, yet tomorrow got to attend a wedding dinner. It was the loverlow's cousin bro's wedding dinner. loverlow will gonna fetch me to his place earlier, and I will doll up myself at there. =.= which means I have to pack up everything which I have to bring to his place.
This is my first time follow my boyfie to the relative's wedding.

December, the month I move back to my home, my crib. After so long, I back to my own home again. =) Is ok, this will gotta be a new start that I never been before. thanks to loverlow's mom for every meal that prepared for us, and not to forget the very important maid that wash/fold the clothes and tidy up the room for me+us. =D Despite the houseworks, a person must not be forgotten, the loverlow, the one who provide me the unlimited blissful hours of sleep, caring, happiness and love. The ever long rest I had. Because of you, my life changed to be better and I myself, feel that i'm really a girl. lol. never think that become a girl can be so happy, so sweet. I'm a happy girl because of you. Every single thing you did for me, for our relationship, magically turn me into a perfect girl for you. You make me smile, you make me like a princess. =)

well, loverlow helped me to upgrade my desktop from vista to windows 7. haha my usb modem worked normally again. teehee. now left the hardest part for me, arghh, I am so lazy to clean up the folders at the front desktop, and also files in my external hard disks. I think this gonna take me ages to clean it up. At the other side, whenver I tidy up my clothes to come home, I dont think that I have alot clothes and things, and now, my room is like a store room filled with alot of things and clothes. apa ni~ why do I have so much things.. I actually havent unpack my luggage but my wardrobe now is already full.

So now, enjoy my holidays..yet to prepare my final semester and lastly congrats and all the best to BACM students that going to graduate. ;)

Life is simple, its just not easy.

Just living is not enough.

2009-12-11T18:26:00.000+08:00

I just had my brunch moment ago. haha. I was waking up late these days.
Nose bleeding again (uh,like again?) just now while i brush my teeth just now. Its just so confused sometimes- I am not sure whether is me, my internal heat cause the bleed or my inner nose bleed again? =.= kind of bored to wiped off and stop the bleed nowadays. stop bleeding la stupid!

Anyway, I'm having my holidays now. Its like I'm having my holidays almost everyday. LOL
Yes, until boyfie's mom mentioned, I then realized its true.
These days are just so relax so happy so wonderful for me. Even tho I did nothing much during these period, but I bet these days are the most released day I had throughout my life until now. Who really knows what happen to me previously. Don't ever judge anything when you think you saw you heard or been told.

I actually trying to refer someone else. I think every lecturer will do that as well, they will just tell what they know. So I got no right to stop them to saying anything right. The person I refered to is a lecturer- a lecturer that i talked to the most, he told everything about others about himself- basically anything he knew, he will tells, he shares. Just like everything he told me. I'm fine with it bcz I thought this is just some friendly action. Somehow it irritated me or I actually dont feel good after classmates asked me those questions. Feel like been backstab, and talking of backstab, it remind me of something else.
I remembered clearly we (me and the lect) discussed and talked about her and no doubt, I storied about her to the lect. I was not spreading, I just believe and I thought he would be a good man to cheer/counsel/enlighten this friend of mine, a student of his. So now, I guessed he would ady told her abt that. I dont know whether is there any misunderstood in between. Argh. Whatever~
Back to the story before, the last time I saw him, he's laughing pointing at me at the campus while he saw me too, so I guess he must be talking about me. I wanted to ask, but never at the end. Now i already knew. It somewhat not something that very proud of, so what for tellin' others, or mayb the others care about me. =)
I knew what you trying to be, I knew you are not, I knew what kind of person but in the other side you will indirectly cause some problem, think of it.
Lastly, I just want to tell you guys that not that I started to unlike design or what. You guys will not know until you guys experience me. I guess I had made a better decision. thanks for caring.

Its My Day!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-11-07T10:13:00.003+08:00

Morning everybody and everybody, its my day!!!

greet by bert&ernie while googling.

LMAO.

today is going to be a busy day.

ciao.

good afternoon. =)

2009-11-05T12:17:00.003+08:00

just taken my bath and waiting for the pig to wake up.
by right i dn think i will be here blogging if my mom never called me and woke me up just now.
kinda hungry but we just had spagghetti for our late night supper aka very early breakfast like 8 hours ago. LOL

was greet by the cookie monster when I googled.
nice one. =) sesame street is 40th yrs now.

gonna finish up 90% website by today.
omituofo~

very happy these days because i received uber lovely presents by loverlow.
wish me an earlier happy birthday.

oops, i havent buy myself a present yet.

appoinment with dr. john tan

2009-11-01T16:36:00.006+08:00

After few times of persuade by mr. boyfie, finally on the last thursday, he brought me to SJMC.
Consultation hours is from 0930am to 1130am, so we went out by 9 o'clock.
teehee. we only slpt for 2hrs plus til 8am. that fella still woke me up by exaggerate the time.

There's a long jam at the sunway toll at this early morning. We also went to have our breakfast at SS15 before to the consultation. felt so good to have breakfast at such early time. FYI, we went to had our dim sum breakfast at 8am last month. Rarely we can have breakfast at that timing, because our 1st meal of the day usually is at 3pm. LOL

While on the way to SJMC, i kept asking mr. boyfie to U-turn back. I was kind of scared to see the doctork. But at the end, i'm fine, yes real fine. phewww~.. feel so released. XD
Just that the blood root inside my nose was burst.
The doctor 1stly plugged in a long tube inside my nose, actually he just stuff it into my nose.
so I can see my inner nose through the screen, (my inner nose was beautiful, altho i saw i had so much of nose hair too!=p) n thn we saw there's a root with blood, that's why.

FYI, because I had serious nose bleeding this month altho I nose bleed every each month already is a normal matter for me. But in these 2 weeks, I bleed every day.

Went to pyramid to chill after that because the bill cost me a bomb.
now i knw the system that mr. faizal taught in the entrepreneur class. They can charge higher price even if it is some high tech machine that can be used for thousand times. blahzzzz

Jusco happen to having Jcard member day that day, so i dragged the mr. boyfie in to look see look see.
I guessed I didn buy anything even I eyed on something else. *good*

We went to had Sakae Sushi Teatime buffet, so freaking full la~

dunno what i shld i name this post. =p

2009-10-29T04:37:00.001+08:00

blog worms just crawling around..kekeke.

update soon.

its now raya holiday.

2009-09-22T00:01:00.006+08:00

currently im at station 1 with ruby.
the reason i'm here bcz my usb modem is showing me a very good signal at home but giving me very slow connection?!
I was really wondering what happpppen?!!

seems like many ppl having their bday today. XD
i was here few hours ago only, but already had few table blew off the candles.
me n ruby were so silly here, keep laughing over with them while they singing bday song

anyway, we are having raya holiday now.
having a very happy movie+crab outing with him ysterday.
i can feel.. im just a very happy lil girl. lol

throw away bad memo like what happen in previous month n last week.
yes. i can't control myself after drinking.
i guess i can drink well but i can't control myself in a better way.
oh please, i hate i alway let my feeling control me.

however, my life is just getting so better n better.
thanks to him.

when can i get myself a DSLR?!
haha. i can get one actually.. but now no more.
i used the money.
kena invest dalam business mahz, so no idea for now.

just before 21st, let me do something else ok.
just before 21st, i reallly n seriously want a different one ok.

September, I cut my hair.

the RECENT silly me.

august

2009-09-13T16:39:00.004+08:00

we didn get to take much pictures in august.

so i can't find any within this mnth whn u r away.

no wonder.

but anyway i love september.

the month we went to shop by shop to look for our new bed

so what's next? XD

yea, november soon and i am turning 21st.

seriously, I dont feel like want to celebrate it.

as in those grand celebration. haha. no thanks.

perhaps an oversea celebration?! JK !

well, life is good but life's like the climb.

OMG, that sentence sounds so perfect huh.

thanks for applied that on me, babe.

nevertheless, the view is great.

Njoy our life.

-

2009-07-23T02:37:00.005+08:00

aha, its just a random post.

was feeling not that well these few days, my heart beat wasnt that stable,
but i'm much more better now.
phew, it seems like class gonna start soon at next month.
not really happy to hear that, cz i'm worrying for the final assignment.

wuuu, some friends went study abroad in this mnth.
aha, i wan too, but not for study k, just for travel n some relaxing days outside the country like for a mnth? =) just me n u. wowwww!! syok eh~

anyway, i can't wait for the berjaya hill day trip and the dinner at weekend. excitedd!!

and tonight will be a gathering with the sakai from forest. LOL.

ok ended up with my ribbon shaped hair.
well, i tried my best to make it as ribbon alike as i can, but due to my hair length n the thickness,

i only can achieve this.

i started to miss this cat

2009-07-23T02:25:00.007+08:00

this is a souvenir from chris brought back from taiwan for my sis, was lost now. =/
its not mine, still i hope i can find a similar mask for her, the same one will be better of course.

anyone saw this mask selling at anywhere? anyone?

Bon Odori 2009

2009-07-21T09:35:00.004+08:00

My 1st time went to this Bon Odori.
I alway miss out or no one's going..
in short, i had no chance to go to this bon odori b4.

well, i think every year Bon Odori was hold at the same venue.
now i know, this Bon Odori is just all about dance dance dance.
nothing much thr, freaking crowded n got alot seafood (yes!!), the most impress me was malay in kimono, omg, its like WTF, wearing with tudung somemore, and the food there selling overpriced!

in the morning that day itself,
i woke up early in the morning n went to school with my sis n mom.
for what? my silly sis take part in the singing competition at her school.
anyway curse that judges that brainless and no manners too.

at home while waiting B to reach.

in the car also need to snap picture, it can keep my mood better eh.LOL

spot my duckling mouth?!
ok, its look cute tho.

no parking everywhere. even the roadside was fully occupied. we parked kinda far away from the stadium too.

wahaha. what a coincidence, i saw my sis at there too. nahz. in dream la. LOL. of course she was tagged along too, but too bad, she's been neglected by me tht day. hmm.. did i?!

ice cream tht cost me 8 ringgit for 2 scoops.

i saw chee yean at there too, i greet her, but felt weird right after that, because i dunno what to say by that time, i'm jz blank in a sudden! haha.

renee with sis's mask. too bad this meow meow mask sudah hilang the other day while shopping at pyramid. my sis's was so depressed about it.

okay, i gonna end this post with this picture.

haha.
nitez.

back to normal

2009-07-16T14:28:00.006+08:00

haha.
give me a normal post.

hope gathering on 23rd is still on.
i can't wait to meet everyone. XD
miss the days in forest, while i think i'm not very catchy.

still i miss u ppls. haha.

went to exam on last monday.
sienz. i did the best. whatever result i will take it.
thankx baby for what you did. i can feel it.
went to time square then pavillion.
and thanks for the jacket u bought for me.
what a happy and released day.

dayout with chris yssterday to sg wang and pavillion.
helped my brother took his watches to change battery.
3 watches wei and didn give me a cent. haha. but i get it from mama. claim back mahz
his dkny is not function after changed the battery, perhaps is time to take it for some repair.

bought myself a ZARA top. happy!
i want to have more moolah to fill up my room.
my wardrobe is now exploded. yes

u knw what, i fucking hate this cats at my house yard.

i tot i will only see this kind of animal footprint in the cartoon.

wtf. i damn frustrated n feel to chop its foot off while i saw these prints in my kitchen!! fuck it!
like this one.

its anywhere in the kitchen!GRRRR!!

ok, gotta continue watch my dvds then slp then watch again. slp.

DND ok, i just wan to be alone now without thinking.

what a day after what a night

2009-07-16T13:51:00.004+08:00

i'm planning to go out, but, i dont think i should.
gotta calm down a little bit. stop thinking k.
stay home n make some apple salad.
=)

i like my blog background music, nice song.. so fairy tale~
i listen this song to sleep...
slept this morning at 7am plus, watching dvd all night long.
woke up 1pm, took my clothes to launder.
yes i knw, i alway do this work in the afternoon, is ok, bcz i can tumble it dry at home.
still, certain clothes I used to handwash myself.

dont really have appetite.
i hate myself of being such stupid sometimes.
u knw, once i cried in my friend's father funural, like what?
in return my friend had to cheer me up, passing me the tissue.
my father died ke? sorry i'm not cursing him k.
cry like what, this is my job ke? why must i? anyone who passed away, i cried for them.
my neighbours too, i dont knw them well, i still cry. fuck myself.
even in the movies or dramas. sienzzz.
recently, my ku-ma, ok, she's not my kuma, but I hate myself for being so down or mood-less, sad, because of her background and so on, im sad to hear. im sad for her. of course hope she's leaving happily now. but this time, i make that person beh syok because of my unhappiness.
anyway, i can't decribe how's my feel. i'm very sorry for your lose, i'm not purposely. in the other side, i hate it because even myself i dont understand why myself, i dunno myself how could this happen? this is my difficulty.

maybe, i'm born for deserve sadness just like my chinese name. haha.
maybe, i'm born for cry for others
maybe, if my family member pass away, i will not have any feeling.
maybe, i'm a freak.
well i have to declare these are just a simple analysis from the statement above ok. no offense.

bet everyone know about MJ's.
now his sister came out and said she knew who murder MJ.
well i dont know. kinda sad to hear that.
everyone love him, everyone hope to know the truth.

heartsore to watched this.

i salute him.
i'm not even a dot.

why now at this very moment?!

2009-07-16T04:17:00.002+08:00

I HAD TO ADMIT I'M JUST STUPID, USELESS, HEARTLESS, AND BRAINLESS.

I AIN'T NOT THE BEST, BELIEVE ME.

chris babe's 21st

2009-07-14T15:15:00.006+08:00

babe chris 21st birthday on 11th july.

wahaha. seems like people that i knew was having their 21st recently..
juang yi, chris, alin, yleng, youngy..n others lar.
all besar besaran.
i wan an extraordinary 21st yet ordinary yet fun yet memorable.
macam macam je lar.. wakakaka. gotta think about it when i'm free. XD

on the day itself, i got a call from foung kin.
like after some time, called up again for gathering.
according to meng wai, he organize this gathering for his gf, because his gf wanted to go to skybar.
how great is the power of love.
guy willing to do anything for their girl.
ya. just like my baby boy. wahaha.
too bad, hw can i go with u guys, u guys are too bad in drinking.. sigh.(JK but i mean it)=D meng wai said he miss steps in the pool because he thought the floor built from glass while waiting for the washroom. this really laugh my ass out~!!

ok.chris's bday celebration situated at leMeridien hotel.
nahz, just beside hilton only. like this she also cannot tell properly in the invitation card. SWT. lol. she must kill me if she read this. =p
hilton hotel is very classy. wow. or i should organize my birthday at there.
JK. i dun wan in a hotel!
leMeridien hotel isnt bad too. before we entering the car park. the security guard did some security check up for the cars, they even have the bomb censor too.

the buffet was nice, wahaha, love the salmon, love the dessert the most.
i almost want to move the choc fondue back to my car.. LOL. kua zheong dao....
we hungry hungry went in, then come out with big big tummy like pregnant.

after chris went off to poppy, we still stayed there for some photo snapping. XD

finally..

2009-07-14T01:26:00.003+08:00

aha. iwantorotonmybed.

next update: babe chris 21st

愛上

2009-07-05T01:40:00.002+08:00

小宇-宋念宇_愛上

蓝色背景的天空
衬托着谁的美丽
白色云朵又经过
轻得像谁在呼吸
这样简单这样自然
我想我能为谁勇敢
只因为你懂

阳光晒过的温柔
是你给我的回应
很想了解你更多
想让距离更靠近
我的期待像一个城堡
我想要宠坏你一丝一毫
请你别说 No No No
我爱上的唯一
我爱上的纯净
你所有姿态就是喜欢
像是舞蹈在世界心田

我爱上的唯一
我爱上的纯净
你所有的好多么重要
许个愿望因为是你

是你

dinner/function, whatever.

2009-07-03T15:11:00.007+08:00

26062009

attended a so called function at nilai with family like after so long never hang out with them.
its actually a final round of "YAO YI's (姚乙)" singing competition plus some sort of charity thingy and Alliance Bank is one of the sponsorship?

I still remember clearly that day I woke up late in the afternoon.
clean up and doll up myself then head out around 6pm plus.

while on the way to Nilai, the traffic was jam on the highway because of an acciddent happened at front, and a motorbiker was dead lying on the road side with blood around, covered up with newspaper.

please, driver on the road, please drive carefully.
its very sad if someone you know or you love leave the world in this way.
drive safely for your love one, your ownself and peoples around.
just imagine it in return if this situation happen on you, think it!

here are some picture taken on that day! =)

meowieeee~ ♥

the place is big, isnt it?!

i love her dress.. shining shining eh

momo. ♥

before i end my post,

this uncle is a pervert, totally a perverrrttt!!
he also love to drink for free! so drinking with him is a big NO NO.!

ciaoz.

LOL

2009-07-03T02:17:00.002+08:00

he edited it.....
stupid enough? haha

the july

2009-07-03T01:29:00.005+08:00

was practice hard on piano lately.
i started to love it again, because i got compliments. wahahaha
love the way u look at me while i'm playing, yes, tho i seriously think that i'm not that good,still.
ehe, people alway said that girl while playing piano looks pretty or temperament, so do i?!
nahz. dn vomit ok.

headed bangsar village to look for chrissie with vin.
lunch at mdm kwan make me full til feel like shitting man. haha.
ok, got the invitation card from her and i'm now thinking of the present. =.= what to buy huh?!
eh, i can't wait for the dinner, it looks great and sound delicious when chrissie talked about it.
=D

fugly whn i really get not enough of sleeeeeep.

PS: my usb modem works in anyway now. i can feel the different

internet

2009-07-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

Due to my new house doesnt have a land line yet, therefore i need to continue using the usb modem which is the maxis broadband.

So today I went to maxis center to change my broadband plan.
Since my contract for the modem had due, plus it got promotion now so i return my current modem and change it to another plan.

there's no contract needed for this plan, RM68 per month.. wow its much cheaper rite, compare to my current RM138 per month plan.
well, but this RM68 per month, u need to buy the usb modem which come with the plan cost RM299.
The modem works well with either celcom or maxis broadband too. =)

the bad thing is,
i brought it home happily, and it never run automatically to install the drivers.
DAMMIT!

beside. I saw stanley today. err, anyone remember stanley? anyone?
anyway, he's married and is a father of a son now. fast enough huh..
i will not envy, everything is just too early.
i heard stanley told me last time about his dreams this and that..
but the most important 1, he just hope to find a girl tht truly love him.
so what now..
hm, i got no right to comment anything about it..
it actually increase my knowledge.

safe sex la dude.
for a brighter future of ur children, unless you are a rich guy.

1st plan succeed

2009-07-01T23:28:00.011+08:00

yes, the 1st plan was barbeque @ 26 june 2009.
more plan coming up rite, babe?

aha, its was your plan, not yet ours.
our 1st barbeque plan will be... like after 10 yrs?
teehee, u knw why.

just got the pictures @ barbeque from babe.
i love pictures taken by DSLR, its awesome.
aha, i hope to get 1 for myself, but moolah alway the problem.
even a lomo cam i also consider it from long time ago til now, i still havent get it. SWT
frankly, the pictures was so much prettier compare to the pictures that young took one.
ahah, so young's will just keep it safely in the folder in my computer. oh oh.

okiex, just let the pictures to the talk ♥

what happen to your hair?! =.= WAHAHA SO VINTAGE FEEL

sai mun.. with voice that not so him. dia sudah pose for the camera.. see.

this is funny!

renee the glutton~ wahahaha. I should look at the cammmm. =/

group photo is a must rite... XD

i'm the attention. =p

cool one, just ignore my super stupid fugly retard face. really super retard eh!
wei, young look so innocent in it. =p

yupz and thanks to Bryan for the pictures.

Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen

2009-06-29T15:39:00.007+08:00

bravo to Michael Bay, oh oh

the autobots were great, awesome.
the CGI, the FX..wow.. was so fantastic eh.
the autobots look so realistic.. how cool is it!
this movie include almost everything as a movie needs huh..
a romance, fantasy, comedy, characters with attitude, load of action

yay, applausee!

peoples who havent watch it, act fast wei..
go to the cinema, get yourself the ticket and watch it with ur popcorn. ^,^

well, i'm free for movies as i'm in my semester break now.
and I like the movie, Drag me to hell.
gawd, there are scenes that so much disgusting.
because everything just go into the mouth. ewwww...

and night of the museum 2, its just so-so to me..kinda bored at the beginning then become funny and interesting in the after part.
17 again, its totally a comedy and meaningful.
monster vs. aliens. ok. every living creature from other planet call aliens.
my first time watching 3D in the theater. ♥

there much more movies coming up soon in july n august. i wan to watch it alllll.. wahahhaa.
such as ice age 3 (3D), UP, ghost of girlfriend past, land of the lost, obssessed........

teehee.

♥

2009-06-29T14:35:00.003+08:00

everybody must have a dream,
a dream that keep you carry on.

WTF

2009-06-23T03:56:00.003+08:00

now i know this brat's.

T,T

Dr Mahathir

2009-06-22T03:25:00.011+08:00

back to 08 june 2009.
this day i saw Dr Mahathir, our ex prime minister

even Dato Siti came too.

Cyberjaya: Former prime minister Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad was conferred with an Honorary Doctorate of Humanity by Limkokwing University of Creative Technology (LUCT) today as tribute to his vision and achievements in transforming Malaysia during his 22 years of premiership.

“To talk about Tun Dr Mahathir is easy. There is so much that he has done. His footprints are literally everywhere in this country. You will also find his footprints in other countries,” said the university’s founder-president Prof Emeritus Tan Sri Dr Lim Kok Wing at the conferment ceremony.

“But to pay tribute to such an extraordinary person calls for more than an extraordinary effort.”

In crediting Mahathir for being instrumental in the liberalisation of private education, Lim said it was the catalyst that enabled Malaysia to become a regional hub of education, leading to the university becoming a globalised player in tertiary education.

Mahathir was one of three icons conferred with the doctorate by the university. Other recipients were former South African president Nelson Mandela in June 2008 and former Botswana president Dr Festus G. Mogae in February 2008.

Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Abdul Razak was conferred the Honorary Doctorate of Social Transformation in April 2008. – Via The Sun

before Dr Mahathir reach, me n babe just hang around.. argh. so hot u know.

even got the police to control the traffic outside uni.

the students are waiting in front.....

this time is the 2nd time in this year I gonna sit in the hall and listen to the whole speech.
the 1st time is the errr.. Obama's assistant..?! eh.. i can't remember, anyway he's somebody related with Obama.

by the time he arrived,
everyone rushed in front near to Dr. Mahathir..
they worried they can't get to touch him. LOL

pictures credit to onehamdi.

pictures credit to theStar online

andrew and me in the hall. =]

and lastly,

100th

2009-06-19T14:32:00.001+08:00

♥♥♥

2009-06-17T04:28:00.000+08:00

love you babe vin! muacksss!

2009-06-15T03:49:00.000+08:00

once again, i feel tired.

like i said, its a good day.

2009-06-06T01:20:00.004+08:00

right?

wasn't a good day huh? :)

he and she
my all time favourite ♥

bad days turning good

2009-06-05T13:26:00.001+08:00

that few day was a bad day.

perhaps today will be a good day, rite?

love story

2009-06-02T02:19:00.010+08:00

there's once the girl break the boy's heart.
then the boy's now fully recovered from the shattered. =]

30th of May 2009
that was the girl and the boy's first year anniversary.
the boy purposelly went to reserve the same table at the 1st memorable place where their story began without the girl's knowledge.
the boy planned everything and wanted to surprise the girl.
and yeah, the girl was surprised by the time the girl walked by the place and heard somebody called her name.

its like wow, 1 year, haha. its not long though.
its only the beginning for them.
yes and the miraculous 7 days and 7 days brought them together and again.
there's still long way to go for them and they are going to hold tight on their lovey dovey path.

they went through everything but still there are much more coming.

they live together, they're sweet, they're lovely, they argue like most of the time XD
they laugh too, they peek on each other, they scold, they hate, they angry, they sad, they happy, they celebrate, they work together and the girl broke up with the boy once too and patch back together again. that's too much to list.
most importantly they're now still holding together and went through the 365 days and more coming 365.

no matter how, they learn, they try, they understand.
no matter what they argued, they will apologize within a day in few hours.
they can't help to see another one was down with sadness.
they learn to tolerate certainly when things come difficulty.
they change for each other, just for the love one.

the girl recalled back a year ago,
the days of 365 days.
the girl remembered the guy with steeel teeth, the charming smile from him, the expression that so adorable and totally melts her, the thing he did, the word he told her, every thing the guy putting the girl at the first priority, and that boy never ever give up the girl.
they really started the relationship as they're very very very darn sweet n lovelycouple.
as I believe every couple will experience the bitter, heartache, sour and emotional moments.
somehow, sweetness alway the last they got.

the boy and the girl have their own good and bad.
still, they love each other and enjoy showing off their real attitude, the real them in front each of them.
they talked things out sometimes, still the boy needs to persuade the girl for
so long until she voice out. haha.

the girl hate jealousy. the girl pessimist like off and on.
the girl love the boy pamper her like a princessso often, yet he will still scold when things are wrong.

they love each other so truely madly and deeply. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

the girl still remember every little single thing, sometime the thing will jsut flash off over her mind and make her feel sweet and warmth from the bottom of heart.

the lucky girl is me.

i love you baby and i'm wating the day to come.

u know what i means.
loving you with no regrets.
remember the wordddds i told u just now in msn. i mean it.

i hope to get a new potrait from you babe, seriously my own potrait.

and i will cook more for you and also breakfast as you alway love.

hoho, i'm so proud because i seems a nice cooker for ya.

memorable nite.

2009-05-31T05:23:00.002+08:00

happy forever.

the feeling i couldnt define

2009-05-31T05:20:00.000+08:00

tears dropping down by the time i saw her like that.
the situation just getting me worry.
well.

2nd time operation.

like after so many years, i holding her hand again.

6th month? i cant believe that.

heart aching while i see her suffering from the pain.

the feeling i couldnt define when what i need is waiting for the miracle.

the feeling i couldnt define when i know the one i love all the time is going to leave.

the feeling i couldnt define because i need to treat her as well as I can, so she will live happily.

the feeling i couldnt define because i ever feel regret.

love the one you love.

god bless.

we struggling for our time

2009-05-23T18:13:00.005+08:00

we struggling all the time- for sake of everything we want.

babe, i'm looking forward for our life and of course our vacations too, and other plans too.

^^.

anyway, i love this logo tht created n improved by me.

somehow, we still need to improve alot with the slides.

final presentation on monday.

ciao.

untitled

2009-05-18T03:05:00.003+08:00

[edited]
finally shoot all the scenes for samsung. (phew, hopefully its come out fine)
and also for the interview footage. =)
seems abit late for doing these.
but fine, hope everything's going smooth next week. hurrrrrr~
wuuuu, really hate tuesday, alway get to missed that class. urgh.
nvm. nvm.
anyway.. gonna really work hard then. =]]

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最近常常发恶梦——很纳闷！
怎么了吗？
梦里的我一直跑一直跑一直跑
因为有‘人’追着我来
梦也很血腥。
不管我怎么刺它，打它，割它....
它还是追着来，我不知道它的目的是什么。
但是它也杀害不了我（哇！我好像也很厉害酱，有power喔！哈哈！）
不是很记得了，但已经不是第一次了

很烦咧..希望我的梦不会传染到睡在我身边的那个人 =）

画面很奇特地跳去另一个地方
看见老妈竟然帮我为了一个男生出面。感动！
但，真傻！哈哈
老妈，我有到一个除了你们却也能给我幸福和疼我的男人。
嘻嘻。这真的是我打从心里从没感受过的。
所以别担心！
我很想你们！！所以要好好照顾自己咯！
我会多回家的！

呼...没有压力，加油呗。再多两个星期，一切都会风调雨顺。

我讨厌便秘

2009-05-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

便便出世了！

恭喜呀！

哈哈

我吃了好多喝了好多

2009-05-13T01:21:00.001+08:00

纳闷

我的便便难产，真有够衰。

唉，真悲哀！

so I thought

2009-05-07T23:13:00.002+08:00

"There's a lot of guys out there that mistreat girls and a lots of girls out there mistreat guys and I've broken a lot of promises to God and to people and to myself.
and the thing is that you don't have to feel like trash because you've messed up a bunch of times, you can start over if you want to and that's what this song about."

Lacey Mosley

All your twisted thoughts free flow
To everlasting memories
Show soul
Kiss the stars with me
And dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning to us to life
We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true because so long I was
So in love with you
So I thought

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it

On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies about the times

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times weren't right
And I couldn't talk about it

Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it

Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last healing

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between

life is like this?

2009-05-02T17:58:00.004+08:00

[edited]

report's out, and there's bad news.

i seriously got no idea, what else can i do except give my best to make that person happy?

i never ever thought of any of my family member could get cancer?

everyone afraid of it.

As we all know, the percentage of recover from cancer is low.

even though the medical science of today is well develope and advance...

the medicine or the electrotherapy can control the cell of cancer..

it can help to reduce, but going for therapy is very difficult and suffer.

still, you know.... the result, there's no guarantee :)

its heartache to know this.

anyway, everyone just take care of own's health ok.

all the best.

another swimming day

2009-05-02T17:43:00.004+08:00

and my skin getting darker... deng.
ya, i long for dark skin for long time ago..
but now, i look so ugly indeed. fat too!!
teehee, but my bro said that i'm look good and healthier in that skin color.
and my faceee!! argh. i gonna put myself into cold water to cool down.
as the weather getting so hot, my body temperature increase as well. =.=^
calm down calm down!!
my temperature alway make the bf worry about it.

oh-so-hot weather

2009-04-30T17:39:00.004+08:00

hot weather really kill my skin.. sob
hmph! samsung postponed our trip, really getting me frustrated!
phew, yesterday the extra HOT peri peri chicken make me down with stomachache! urgh!

ehehe, went out to the shop to get the photos we took another day at the pool.. weehee!

the pictures wasnt too bad. ahaha. cute lar!!

yadda yadda, lazy to buat work.....hur hur

tata.

rest will never kill us.

2009-04-15T17:38:00.005+08:00

how are you renee?
i dont feel fine.
i dont know.
i dont feel good. sometimes
i feel tired too.
i have some difficulty to slp sometimes.
i dreamt alot recently. really nightmare man!
i happy sometimes whn i can go out.
i happy too bcz i'm engaged. bleahz
i feel excited for the zoo.
i hate kids now.aha
i am under consideration of looking for psychologist.
i alway frighten up in my middle of slp. dammit!
i know i'm good at certain part
i know i'm sucks at certain part
i know i'm expert at certain part
i know i'm lack of confidence...
i know i'm slpy now.

haha, i hope to rest all the time.
hmm i think this is so bull shit rite?!
well, think i'm lazy useless or whatever,
but if i can free from everything, i will be better.

we talk about it again, ysterday nite,
psychologist? well, i'm not really ready for that.
if only i'm really getting worst, then i will go for it.
am i sick?!

its mid term break now, but i got so so much to do.
yet i never attend any of extra maya classes. ssssssad
i went for observations n interviews instead, school by school..
hell ya, so tiring, went so many places, up n down..
listen to some weirdo, been scolded, been treated bad...blah!
still i got feedbacks too. ^^
shit, dissertation oh dissertation! =.=!
n more interviews..argh.. i alway forgot about visual effect proposal.dang!!!

help!! n samsung!!
if not wrong, we will going to samsung on next week.
sigh, max is stupid sometimes, shhhh, what? he really was.

ok, i'm done now..

will be posting the entry about KLDW soon. weehee. =]]

swimming day, woohoo

2009-04-05T04:36:00.005+08:00

2 dumb ass at the pool!! SWT"

sometimes they're just so retard wei!!

teehee, went to swim on very last minute planned on last tuesday. weeehee.
was doing assignments until late nite, but both of us over slept until the afternoon.
tot back to campus to submit our proposal after woke up, but wendy told me on the phone that julian is gonna extend it til friday.
so, we went to swim since the previous week we can't manage to go.
Tony came down join us too.
apa la, jadi light bulb pula!

im not born to be very good looking girl. so mind me posting up my monkey looks in swimsuit ok.
hahaha..

what happen to me?!! keep posing like that?! what a monkeyyyyy!!!

and, have you ever see body(mayat) at pool?
i will show you how..

1st, floating body

then, err ini memang...sigh. tenggelam!!

last but not least,

i really enjoy my day at the pool!!

a dead meow

2009-04-05T04:14:00.003+08:00

his sis called up n there's a dead cat in front the house.
the place i alway parked my car, the place my car just moved that morning.
we didn kill that meow ok.

that cat's body already became so stiff n heavy while we reached home.
no idea, baby need to da bao that dead cat.
that cat was so big in size.

can you see? that dead cat's eye even popped out. ewwwww!

its death was just so...err..so sudden.
i saw that cat before.
we can't determine how its died, mayb it was because of food poison, sick or whatever..
but anyway,
pls take care of them too.
animal is a life too.

apa lah, april fool

2009-04-02T19:01:00.002+08:00

i believe most of the ppls visit to youtube before.
see the different of this one?

yea, bcz of april fooool, n i really got fooled!
apparently, by youtube.
cool huh!?

read this,
it has a link at side, tips for viewing the new layout!

kena pegang wei.. =.=^

system error or what?

2009-03-29T17:31:00.003+08:00

sometimes my SPP will jump with one another....swt^

doesnt it cute.. haha.